Saturday, May 28, 2005

nothing's goin right.
nothing's happening.
nothing sorta matters to me now.
nothing's brightening up my life.
just nothing.


this damned flu's just makes everything worse.
my chest hurts, not my heart, my lungs x)
argh. i dont want to cough!


so in the end it all sets in place.
gonna mug my life out soon.
missing-in-action, i will be
yoda style
argh.
im feeling nothing.
just nothing.





the lights are off.
the cup of tea's cold.
the picture on the wall's faded.
never was picture-perfect.
never once was a true-love-snapshot.
the table's filled with grafitti,
a carving of a hearts and an L.
amidst this, the ants scrabble.
crawling up the cup.
one fine ant plunges in the tea.
he screams for help frantically.
they all look helplessly.
some just turning away.
he makes the final futile brawl for survival.
loneliness sinks in.
he gives up his last breath.
there was no lifeline.
he gave up dreaming.

plugged in at 11:51 PM