Saturday, October 23, 2004

whoo. bback frm chalet. how bad can life get for me now man. gtting played out over n over agn. sick shit. my tolerance haf reached its limit. dun gif a fuck of wad the fucking hell's happening anymore

went 4 the chalet. got injured omost immediately, walked in the dark, fell into a drain, while smsing. FUCKED. now, my left thigh has a bruise (or-cheh) bigger den my palm. my right leg is totally scratched all over, bigger than my palm too. my hands are oso injured, n my left hand's worst.

nth much to do in the chalet. played bball. i m not as pro as u guys tink. yea. den, i was lyke super outta place til midnite. played bball all the way til dunno wad time.

yea, accepted the fact dat she has totally no feeling 4 me. took the "her" off my wishlist too.

feeling dat dere's no use to change 4 any1, cos no1 will appreciate it. dere's no use to put ur heart into it, cos ur hopes will go down the drain. pple change so fast man. over the exam period, dey nid you, aft the exam period dey dump you.

bad patch rite now. i swinging single, injured, in pain rite now. left out, played out. fuck dis shit. i duwanna be dis fucked up all-in-all loser cum mr. nice guy anymore. im gnna change alr, n i tink it's for the worse. no more mr. nice guy man. fuck dis shit. i feel disposable.

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