Monday, October 25, 2004

when i close my eyes,
i see ur face!
(ur calling me!)
when i shut my mind
they are laffing away!
(they playing me!)
Now im losing my mind
n i can't reee-winddd
(save me!)
you left in tears


Slit wrist!
Big fall!
you left in tears


I hate it when you say
you dun understand.
cos i noe im being played
all over again
My heart's breaking
please ease the pain
wen it's all over,
can we start again.
you left in tears


When i step into school
my life chained down
(penetitiary!)
When step in this jailcell
they wanna stab me
(Backstab me!)
Now im lying in my bed
with my memory all over again
(erase me!)
you left in tears


Paranoia!
Schizophrenia!
you left in tears


I hate it when you say
you dun understand.
cos i noe im being played
all over again
My heart's breaking
please ease the pain
wen it's all over,
can we start again.
you left in tears


now im losing my grip
and im afraid to slip
into this nothingness
you left in tears


if im gone,
wud it matter?
if im dead,
wud anyone tear?
my life,
my soul,
it shattered with the breeze
and now im in pain all over again


I hate it when you say
you dun understand.
cos i noe im being played
all over again
My heart's breaking
please ease the pain
wen it's all over,
can we start again.
you left in tears






haha another wierd song.
here's some pics of my wound


Warning: Digusting







my left thigh's bruise.



my left thigh's bruise from another angle.



my right leg's cuts.



pain? hahah yea!

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