Saturday, October 16, 2004

tdy cudn't wake up 4 badminton. too tired. haha sry guys! played guitar n fatal frame wif dennis n marcus. went ta church. slacked, slacked n slacked. toked lotsa crap. ended up playing soccer. wierd.

haha. anyway, sent evry1 back, n cycled to compasspoint alone. wanted to think abt sum stuff. had a cramp outside the sengkang police post, den i crashed into a tree n fell. alone man, cram, knee bled, wheel was crooked. n guess wad man! a bunch of "ah bengs" n "ah lians" helped me up man. n dey were lyke sayin quickly seperate or sth. haha. ironic.

anyway, tot it through oso. haha, guess my hopes are dashed. yea. dere's a voice telling me dat i haf zero hope. so yea.. gt dao-ed anyway.



haha composed dis loser song all of the sudden. loser anthems~ jus another loser anthem~ abt wad a guy who led a loser life wud feel wen his jumpin off the building.

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flashbacks

verse 1
this was my life
was for my own cause
livin' it up my own style
i found my frens
rocked the shows
bent the rules
but now im all alone
in this cold air breeze
n i've got nth to say

chorus
i live my own cause
n now suffering my own fate
dis hyprocrisy, ur fantasies
dey become my miseries

verse 2
i followed my heart
it led me to you
bt you nv stayed
and jus walked away
you left a scart
guess we were not meant to be
but now im all alone
in this cold air breeze
n i've got nth to say

chorus
i live my own cause
n now suffering my own fate
dis hyprocrisy, ur fantasies
dey become my miseries

bridge:
and now im losing my faith
losing my senses
dose memories, dey fade away

rap:
my cause
my life
my style
dey were not meant to be
my heart
my life
my soul
dey were shattered wif the breeze
im here right now
droppin down dis shit right here
dere's no memories worth rmb-ing
n im fallinggg.....

chorus
i live my own cause
n now suffering my own fate
dis hyprocrisy, ur fantasies
dey become my miseries

outro:
n im fallin...
n im fallinggg....
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haha, dun wry. at least i haf sum gud frens! peace out-

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