Thursday, October 21, 2004

im sicka smiling
so is my jaw
can't u see my front is crumbling down?
im sicka waiting
sicka all dis feeelings
dat will nv matter
i sicka helping
sicka all this care
dat u nv treasure

i wire dis nerves together
hopin 4 a chance 2 gain on time
im tracing over ur messages
to see if ur feelings are the same as mine

but im getting worst
i swear it
it's hard prove ur an understatement
im getting worst
yes i noe
dat i'll be screwing up, fuckin up, playeed out again.

im sicka being someone im not
sicka saying all dis words
dat will nv matter
im sicka helpin
sicka knwoing dat
you're jus using me
im sicka cheerin pple up
sicka all dis msges
dat will nv matter.

i wire dis nerves together
hopin 4 a chance 2 gain on time
im tracing over ur messages
to see if ur feelings are the same as mine

but im getting worst
i swear it
it's hard prove ur an understatement
im getting worst
yes i noe
dat i'll be screwing up, fuckin up, played out again.

im getting worst
i swear it
i swear it
pls get me outta dis slump.

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boredd. not goin skl tmr. told my teacher to fuck off, omost got screwed. jus been told dat i hafta wait. i feelin outta place in church. boredd. jus played bball. came back at 11.30. i feel lyke jus straying rite now

2 words: im fucked.

i dun ever wanna go back to sch man. only got my frens n th else dere.
i feel outta place in church, n i dun wanna go back dere anymore
i dunno if im waiting, i really dunno. do i even matter?

yea. im getting worst.
wun be bloggin over the next few days.
cya.

plugged in at 11:20 PM