Tuesday, July 13, 2004

skl has been rather sucky dis few days. boring, n i've gotta prepare 4 a common test omost evryday. sian diaoz~ k staring frm mon - phy n hist, can pass larh i tink. chi oral - sure can pass, easy topics. lol. the teacher went through the topic juz b4 i took the oral! tdy - A Maths, 1 word - dead. nvm, lotsa pple are dead anywayx. n the A Maths class test i gt 0 fer aint counted! lol. madness.

enuff of boring academic stuff alr. spent the past few days playing lotsa guitar n soccer. mastered the 1 last breath full base alr! n the adams song oso. learning vindicated n now n forever currently. gotta master dem.

my bro's leaving fer aussie 4 further studies. n my dad's gonna accompany him fer 2 wks. i gonna be so bored. no person 2 play soccer n guitar wif. hais. guess i gotta adapt. gotta wake up much earlier 2 take bus oso. hais. i tink the next 2 wks gonna be so tiring n boring.

i dunno the reason, bt im feelin deep inside dat im sad. i oso dunno y. wierd. it jus comes suddenly. hais. anyways, lotsa tings haf happened 2 me dis few wks. i hate dis feeling. i dun even noe the cause. hais. screwed. im perpetually screwed anyway. hais. hais. hais. feeling really confused. my love life's so screwed, my life's gonna be so boring. pple leaving 1 by 1. i can't study anymore, n i gotta force myself cossa sum promises. im sick n tired of my skl. i running down on luck. evryting sucks for me. i suck. gotta let it out. feel lyk its exploding. dis confusion's breaking me down. hais

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if i couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think im starting to lose it
I think im drifting away from the people i really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see

gt a chem test coming up tmr. haven even started. dun haf motivation 2 study alr. so tired. bt fer sum reasons, i've gotta. how?? im feeling so confused! i juz wanan drown myslef in sum liquor. goin boat quay dis fri or sat. gonna drink til i die! gotta go study fer my chem test alr. bye peeps. tk care~

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