Sunday, July 18, 2004

tdy was a rather cool day.
realised that -
u may not fit in ur own 'clique'.
ur best fren may backstab u.
yea. im not sad. juz glad i came 2 noe abt sum stuff dat my 'fren' dint wan me 2 noe yea? sth hit me yest alr, n i realli wanted 2 fall out. tdy's talk cleared it all. nth's as it seems larh.  all 4 a ger, hais. seemingly pathetic. doing so much 4 a ger who's attached dat it seems as though she's making use of u, or u r jus a 1 sided lover cum idiot. lol. i dunno wad it really mebbe. bt dis is frm my point of view. not scoulding. not blaming. ur life, ur ger yea? felt oso dat the 'clan' was ever nth but a 'trio'. i sry if u tink im hitting at u. cos im not. i juz nida get it off my chest larh.
 
over the past wk i found back my real frens or rather, true frens.  sorted out lotsa stuff. feeling much better.  no more sad alr. feel dat im fitting back into my skl life, my aft skl life, n my church life. lotsa stuff sorted out. no more goin on n on abt my sad stuff alr. positive! rite? wanna say ths 2 all my frens. u helped me out of tis bad patch. im back 2 the crappy me. awakened alot alr.  im back.
 
can paly the 12 last breath full base alr, the whole of good charlotte - always n forever n blink 182 - admas song. wuhoo. gt back 2 soccer alr. ruffly getting back all my tricks. wanna train up my fitness agn. gonna be running 3 rnds arnd punggol park evryday at 5 alr.  yea. n i went 4 rciy n legion tdy agn. not bad larh. haha. k dat's my report fer tdy man. bye.

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