Saturday, July 17, 2004
kk. i m not sad larh. im jus super boredd. dunida worry larh mei. okay. yest was a rather cool day. wenta skl much earlier in the morning tdy cos of the 40-50mins bus ride. social studies test was cancelled. chinese test was rather easy. first test dat i could say tis.
aft skl, wenta j8 wif my frens, ate at mac n saw the faggy side of my skl. the table beside us were all the cat high sec 2s. dey r so GAY. n the most gay 1 was frm band. lol. disgusting. we even wanted 2 punch dem. bt nvm, why punch gays? lol. yea, so aft dat, we wenta play soccer. soccer was rather cool. nice match dere. bt i dun realli lyke playin on fields.
rushed back aft soccer, to play soccer. lol. mad rite? went 2 play soccer under mark's blk, broke a lite bulb, den wenta church 2 play instead. i tink tis is da forth litebulb i broke alr. lol. wenta F.E.G (friday evening gang) at sfx minor seminary. had our bible sharings n sharings. felt good, much better den cramming at home over the past few days. played table tennis n soccer dere sumore. soccer fever man.
i've realised dat dere's no use being sad n pissed anymore. i jus gotta adapt larh. n im adapting pretty well. im no more depressed anymore larh. starting to feel that my skl aint dat bad. or at least my class. yea. glad dat i haf all my church frens n bball frens oso. yea. thx guys. dunny worry abt me.
dis song's pretty cool.
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad,
you're feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
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