Wednesday, June 23, 2004

tis song describes wad i really feel now...

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

yepp.. i writin tis entry at arnd 2.13 in the morning... juz came back frm sum chattin below mark's blk.. practicalli spent the whole day out... went cyclin wif mark, chritina(blade) n louis... yepp... den spent the whole nite playin soccer n talking... til abt 2? yea... dat's early.. dunno y... but dis down feeling juz cnnt go off man.. sumtimes i hope dat i wud slp n nv wake up... lyk.. now? yarrhh.. i dunno y larhh.. 2 many stuff are in my mind..

im feelin so screwed... cos i've haven done a single skl work or revision.. yepp, i noe im dead... bt well, rite now i dun gif a damn anymore.. i dun haf any motivation anymore.. dunno y.. it sux 2 put on a fake smile at times.. yarhh.. bt at least it makes pple feel better. i dunno wassup wif me, yea? i noe i've gotta let it go.. bt, it aint dat easy... if onli i cud juz burn all my probs away.. no more luv probs... no more money prob... no more studies prob... juz let it all burn..

haix.. yea, im alrite yea? n i've been sorting out alot of stuff... n i tink it's best 4 me 2 return 2 my oldself larhh... k... tml gotta work man.. im shhooo pathetic at times yea? outta money, outta lurve.. yepp, i noe... watching soccer 2nite.. italy vs. bulgaria n denmark vs. sweden.. it's starting in lyke 10 mins? k... gtg now man.. tk care peeps... cya~

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