Saturday, June 19, 2004
sry, but this entry is gonna me vulgar n pessimistic. sho, if u dun feel like read this sorta content, i suggest u turn back.
yepp, tdy started off rather well. went 2 siloso beach, got sun tanned (rather sun burnt). had losa fun there, and the beach n cable car rawked, pratically goin mad. k, then i went 2 prepare for the bbq. the bbq was the usual burnt food. it was ok. then i went 2 play bball wif mark n emmanuel til abt 1 am. then they left, n i went 2 punggol cc 2 play on my own, til god knows when...
sumtimes, life juz sucks so fucking hard, everyonme got their own probs, everyone got their own sorrows. this fuckin sucks.. it feels that in the end, everyone's alone. or at least i feel alone wenever i feel sad. yepp, sorta used 2 it. im nort exactly depressed now... lil mixed.. but fucking pissed at life. it plays you like a fuckin whore n dump u at the corner... n who can help? no one man.. no one... his life sucks, my life sucks. fuck it all, screw it all, life fucking sucks.
dis song fr sum 41 describves it all..
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
if i had 1 wish... i wud wish 2 die young, n if i had a second 1, i wud wish 2 let it be meaningful... dun wry guys, im nort depressed or suicidal... just my opinion on life yea? k yea, n budds, i tink i ruffly made up my decision... im coming back yea? sry cudn't help u guys out tdy..
k gtg slp now... nitex world.
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